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Feb. 16th, 2006 @ 01:20 am (no subject)
Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
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Feb. 16th, 2006 @ 12:33 am could this be any more true
<td align="center"> Correy Patrick Sands --
[adjective]:

Fuzzy to the touch

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>
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Feb. 7th, 2006 @ 03:16 am lol one month w/o posting
Current Mood: drunk
well hi there
bet you thought you would never hear from me again. well guess what; you were wrong.
so whats up in correy land? again very busy doing... stuff...
well class, work, keeping up with my social life. that hole thing. i made a myspace. not sure how long that is going to last.

at this moment i have had a few to drink so i am a bit tipsy. please bear with me

ive seen others do this so im going to try and have a conversation with myself
correy 1) "right now how do you feel"
correy 2) "depressed"
1)"why?"
2)"ive been doing a lot of thinking"
1) about what
2) well, the same shit. im really not happy
1) what do you mean
2) im not happy, thats all.
1) im going to need to know a little more then that if im going to be able to help you
2) ok, well, im a very pesamistic person so im usualy depressed
1) well thats no excuse, what is really making you upset
2) ... you see i have no hope in anything, my life is meaningless.
1) what the hell are you talking about, you sound like an emo basterd
2) i know i do, its just how i feel
1) thats bullshit, why do you really feel like that
2) i told you i have no hope and my life is meaningless
1) ok, exsplain
2) ... how can i exsplain this...
1) well think of something, im a very busy person and i dont have time for this
2) in the grand sceam of things my life is meaningless, if i were to die today, people would be sad but they would live their lives out, now im not saying for one second that people sould kill themselves if i die, im just saying that my death does not hinder the productivity of mankind. i will never be an inventer, i will never be a great mind of my century, hell i will probably never even make more then 40 thousand a year. at best i will only be a consumer. this mundain life is not what i desire. and that is what makes me sad today.
1) so fucking what, everyone faces the same shit as you, everyones life is bullshit. right now you are only thinking about yourself and no one else. you need to get out from under your fucking rock and lighten up. how many times do i have to tell you. yes, your life is meaningless, yes, there is no longer anything worth puting fath in but so what. you are a healthy person with years to live.
i understnad that you might be in this fucking emo bullshit rut but wake the fuck up. things will only change if you change them. there is no one here to save you. we are all the same meaningless mass of helpless flaby flesh and you will have to learn to live with that.

thanks correy i feel ... better
man i am a mean son of a bitch
just to let you know, i am not upset i am just thinking about a lot of shit and it was getting be upset but as you can see, i kicked my ass
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Dec. 31st, 2005 @ 05:39 pm fly me to the moon
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: franky
so last night me and erik tried to see how fast we could beet halo 2 on easy. ok there isw more to this story then just this, erik and i, every once in a while will sit down and try and beet halo or halo 2 in one sitting, we would make it progresavly harder- easy, normal, heroic, and OH MY GOD WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE. so a few weeks ago it was time to play on the "oh my god..." mood and couldnt get past the first level. this is a big deal because we usualy fly right through the first level. so after like 6 hours of trying to beet the first level of a game my brother said "yeah i beet it on ledgendary by myself." we gave up and restarted on heroic and it seamed easy as hell. so me and erik desided that we should try to play on easy and see how fast we could beet the game. toke us 4 1/2 hours. we only die twice from badguys and countless times from stupid shit that we where doing. it was a laugh riot and some time soon i would like to do it again.
wow that was a lot just to say me and erik beet halo 2 for the upteen billonth time.

christmas rocked at my house, got some gifts, hung with the fam and got to have some time off. my only problem with this was that it seamed kindof short but whatever.

i decided to try netflix. how is it you ask. pritty cool. i would recomend it to anyone who rents a lot of movies. my only beef with it is that you have to wait like so meny days to get you movies where as if you where at a vidio store you could get them right then, but frankly that doesnt bother me that much.

so im going to write down my new years resalutions this year and see how well that work. most years i cop out of them and if i do make them i hardly ever fallow through. we will see this year.

have you ever seen a movie or show that makes you feel crazier for whaching it? i have and it scares me. i spent all day yesterday questioning things and hating ppl. not that i dont always hate ppl but hateing them more. i feel like im losting my grip on reality sometimes and i hate that feeling too


"I'm the one that deserved to be hit, not you. I'm a cowered, and dishonest, I'm sneaky, and week"- Shinji Ikari NEON GENESIS EVANGELION
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Dec. 27th, 2005 @ 03:40 pm fresh in to gear
Current Mood: im rocken
Current Music: something that rockis
so Xmas rocked. i was sickeningly short but now im back in MP and ready to go again. i learned some new things and got some new shit.
i got this new electic razer and it is taring my face up lol

well... lets go
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Dec. 14th, 2005 @ 08:36 pm there may be hell to pay if things dont change
Current Mood: pissed off
im pissed, plan and simple
i know most of you wont care and i KNOW that the ppl that im pissed at wont care but oh well.
what tringered this? lets start with this morning, i got up to take my shower and some one left a snowy muddy mess all over the fucking floor. i know i know, "correy, but your a big slob, how can you complain about some thing like this?" ok let me put this into perspective, i have a mess in my room, some times i leave things out and yes i do make big messes but i clean them up when i make them, the hair die insadent for example. and yes i have left crap on the dinning room table but i clean it up the next day or sooner and i am not the only one who leaves masses on the table. which takes me to the second thing that totaly got me goat. so last night i had a pizza, left the box on the table. ok whatever, big flippen deal, its a fucking box, i would have cleaned it up. but someone desided that it was going to be a good idea to put that box on my bed room floor. this pisses me off for TWO reasons: one- i dont like to leave food or things with food on them in my room, if you look in my room all you will see is junk and papper, mainly close, no food, so it pisses me off when someone put shit like that in my room, reason two and the biggest, i dont like ppl comeing in my room if im not home, now i can understand if you had to barrow like lets say my flash drive, or someing like that, but to go into my room while im not there just to go in, ro to do some stupid shit like this, PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF. i feel like my privesy is being ignored, exsesaly if my door is closed. thats just rude. what if i was sleeping, or sleeping naked, or sleeping naked with someone in my bed. (had to through in some humor in there, im writing this to cool down so i dont blow up lol)

inconlusion, if my door is closed and im not home, DONT GO IN unless your someone like erik needing something and im just not avalable.
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Dec. 3rd, 2005 @ 07:37 pm what a hangover my friend has given me
Current Mood: hungover
Current Music: System of a down
I only have one thing to say about yesterday and Jake’s batcher party and that is
"Pillar of Purity and Light, My Friend"
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Nov. 29th, 2005 @ 01:48 am i think i broke something
there are days when i feel insain
there are days when i think everyone else is insain
right now i think that everyone is
and there is no fixing what is now broken
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Nov. 29th, 2005 @ 01:36 am who loves the full moon?
Wolf
What Is Your Animal Personality?
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this is the same one my friend got :D
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Nov. 14th, 2005 @ 12:00 am MY EYES!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Okey go
so i went to the CMU/WMU game yesterday. we lost, bad, very dissipointed. i really didnt care about the game all though it was fun. i was really there to hang out with my friends and see amanda ^-^ she rocks. so we got to hangout and drink together which rocked. we need to drink more often together. we are going to go dancing again some time. welllllll i heard some crazy storys about tallgating before the game. some of my coworkers were there and apparently the cops came, on horses and broke up parties because "there were over 500 ppl there and that a riet" my co workers nate and justin got sprayed with pepper spay and tear gas even though they were cooperating with the cops. i thought that was a bit exsesive.

what a good day
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Nov. 8th, 2005 @ 06:57 pm this empty space is what i call home
Current Mood: not happy
some new things have come up and i might have to move back home to lansing... i dont like this one bit
ill tell you all later about it but for right now i need to try and take care of things before they get out of hand *shakes his head*
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Nov. 6th, 2005 @ 06:21 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Nights in White Satin
ok so im still not sleeping as of lattly. ive been getting like 4 hour maybe at tops a night. i know i havent been posting latly but ive been busy. so halloween, fucking sweet. i was jack, went to the RHPS, hung out with a good friend shannon, she rocks my world. i would marrie this girl if i wasnt sure she was going to marrie another girl first. so she went as the corpse bride. yeah tim berton what? also went to some parties got drunk and had a good time. ok

i am convinsed that "Nights in White Satin" by Moody Blues is one of the best songs ever writen. ive been listening to it for like 5 hour straight now (i might be lieing a little)

i have realized resently that i start most of my sentences with the word so (obveusly im trying hard not to do it here)fuck, 3 of the lines ive writen in this post alone start with so.

so ive come to some realizations other then the previusly stated one. first off. ppl are stupid. i hate immature ppl. i know that i am some times, and i know that sometimes its fun, but really there are SO MANY here as CMU it rediculuse. i hate all thier drama, the games they play, and that they NEVER FUCKING TIP!

wooo

well, things are going good in correy land, girl friend you ask? HELL NO. looking at girls/boys? yes with a but, a nice butt but i am curently sick of dating and need a brake. this is NOOO offence to anyone reading that i have dated. im just not interesed in haveing a relationship. i mean im not going to turn down someone very interesting and... well yeah. im not closing the door but someone is going to have to work at getting it open all the way before i can even consider leting them in.


i have a question. do you ever find yourself losing fath in humanity?
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Oct. 18th, 2005 @ 12:11 am no longer on a knifes edge
well maybe im still there in other ways.

im trying to decide if i should live here next year. ive been trying to consider the pros and cons.

living here
. i still get to be with the friends i made up here
. i have a job here and not one in lansing all be it it wouldnt be that hard to get one
. TONYS MOVING UP HERE :D (big incentive to stay)
. i will still be strugling to make enough cash to live here, its not cheap and i dont know how the rest of you can do it
. some of my friends said that they would kill me if i moved
. location, location, location
. CMU

living in lansing
. free living exspences (this is a friken HUG facture)
. ill be living with ether my mom or my sister
. LCC... now some of you can blow it out your ass, those of you that say that LCC is just highschool 2, if i go back ill be graduating from one of the best photo programs in the state and i like the school ok

... i dont know what im doing... this is just getting to be too much....
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Oct. 15th, 2005 @ 05:24 am havent dont this in a bit
so i decided just now that i was going to write this drunk. so far so good, so ive decided that im going to change my life. maybe not in a gigantic way but im going to do something. i need someing...
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Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 03:09 pm some where deep inside of these bones...

so yeah i know i havent bees keeping up with this

im still here and still alive and i miss all of you.

 

these past few days ive been stressing out, why? couldnt tell you. a little of everything. there is a feeling of regret and a wish that i had done some things i had not. im also having trouble sleeping.

 

Halloween is coming up. what is everyone being, im being jack scelington, the pumkin king : D

 

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Sep. 26th, 2005 @ 03:18 pm feel good inc
Current Mood: good
Current Music: gorillaz
yesterday was an absolutly fantastic day. i hung out with my friend shannon for almost like 24 hours, it tottaly kicked major ass. first we went to the ren. fest. its rained there and we got to see this new act, christoph the insulter. it was pritty damn funny. ppl paid him to make fun of their friends. lol i bet david or erik would love to have that job. it was fucking nuts. i watched him make $300 in 30 min. now thats some fast cash. we also saw the fastest washing well wenches show ever. it started thundering so they were like "lets start this now because we are not not doing our last show." i got shannon a flower and we got henna. there was a lot of driving, but it wasnt bad because i had someone to talk to. when we got back we chiled and then went to 40 year old virgin. we literly laughed for like an hour after the movie.

it was a good day, the best ive had in a long time
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Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 09:11 am "im not okey"
Current Mood: just plain weird
what a weird night, i got like an hour of sleep if that. some bazzar stuff all day yesterday and all of last night. anyways... why i am really posting. i think i know why ive been having so meny nightmares about zombies. Elisius help me think of this. i realize that its not litteraly the zombies im afraid of, its death and not my own, the death of others. i think im really afraid of the mortality of everyone around me.
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Sep. 17th, 2005 @ 04:40 am im sooo comfussed????
so my computer for the past few day has been acting like a crazy bitch. i have no fucking clue what has been wrong. we were thretaning to just wip everything and start over but all of a suden i must have said the right things (or rather Aaron must have) and it forgave me and started making sweet makeup sex with me. its back to being its emotional testy bitch again and how i love it. so this is how bad the problem was. for three or more days i havent been able to run more then one program without it crashing, closing the other program or starting up seven other programs. i was sharing my documents over the network at downsyndrum speed. now look at it, im on AIM the net and running midia player. we ran two differnt virus scaners and found nothing, ran two spywear programs and it ended up going slower.... it made no sence. so Aaron my house mate did some minor thing with the network and all of a sudden it playing with me again :D

how rediculus is my computer. oh well. she decided to crash just when i was really getting hit hard with a sick spell of depresion. ill probably be posting a rant that youll probably not want to read to get my guts out there.

a added note, boxer breffs are pritty nice. :P
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Sep. 14th, 2005 @ 03:27 am oh my fucking good was it good
Current Mood: im friken creaming in my pants
Current Music: ff7 music
i did it, i watch the one movie i have been waiting for for 2 years. thats right i just watched a boutleged copy of Final Fanticy 7 Advent Children and oh my GODS for crying out fucking loud was it SWEET. the best fights in any movie.

now for the critical review-
first off its a CG movie much like the first FF movie "spirits with in" but this was looks 100x better. everything just looks so beautiful.
there were some confusing things that didnt make a lot of sence but looked cool anyways. the motercycles, they looked cool, but for some reason these bikes could ride forwards backwards sidewayws spinning and up walls. again looked cool but was disorenting and confusing. also i couldnt figure out if cloud could fly of what because there were some things that where confusing about that to, i dont want to get into it too much, wouldnt want to give away too much of the story. ok another thing, this movie was louded with cheese. there were some cheesy sceans but oh well all the other sceans made up for it.

well you all should watch it when it comes out, its friken sweet and it was just relessed in japan today

well later
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Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 03:54 am advanture you say? HELL YAEH!
so this is what went down (yeah im drunk but that doesnt change anything)

so tonight i decided to answer that question that has been bugging every one here in Mount Pleasent-
WHERE THE FUCK HAS THAT SPOT LIGHT BEEN COMING FROM?

well i have found the answer to such a fucking question, and it involves a long and involved quest.

so tonight, shannan from work asked me to come over for beer and fun. lot of beer not so much fun. anyways, i found myself going to the Bird that night (a really good bar here in MP) i drank with some friends, talked about drugs, what not, any ways everyone left me and i was all by my lone-some. after talking to a specal-ed teacher i found myself outside, i walked aroud for a bit untill i found a light curcaling in the sky, i fallowed the light, then i stoped at the franklen house where i talked to erik N for a bit, he also wanted to know what the light was but opted to stay at home. after a smoke and a beer, i walked off to find my light. and i did, to you who want to know what it is, go to the MicDS on S mission rd in MP just north of Okellys aka the wayside aka bootybar aka the meat market. there you willo find the light pricarisly pertched apon the top of thie astablishment. (again i am drunk)

tonight was a rather good night. i found my light, ont the walk home i found sherded paper infrount of warner hall. also i learned that it is hard to steal a sign if you dont have the right tools.

well good night all.
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